This modest bag was made by grandmother for me about 40 years ago. My sisters and I were each given one. Based on the wrangles with odd sock piles and unfolded T-shirts that inhabit my adult life, I can imagine the conversations between my mother and hers about the frustrations of keeping clothes, drawers and wardrobes in order. No doubt these sock bags were a solution offered by my clever-handed granny.
Every January I have a real urge to reduce, consolidate and tidy. So after Marie Kondo-ing my own wardrobe and folding all my socks and tights into those very satisfying, permanently visible rectangles I had no need for my old friend the sock bag. However as it would still have to be in my life in some form, I decided to unpick the stitching so I would at least be able to keep and reuse the fabric.
I am a deeply nostalgic person and wondered how deconstructing my Granny’s work would affect me. Would I feel guilty, sad, overcome….? I began to unpick the side seams waiting for the tears. However the sensation that settled around me was a warm presence. As my fingers teased out the old thread and smoothed the fabric I felt a connection, a communing. She was with me, understanding me.
Each rediscovered detail spoke to me of patience, skill and functionality and brought the two of us together into the same space for this morning meditation.
Tears finally came when I unfolded the fabric to reveal the wooden coat-hanger. Before mine, my Granny’s would have been the last eyes to see this simple wooden curve, neatly painted pale blue.